OMG ITS BEEN MORE THEN A YEAR....

Ok I know its been more then a year since I posted but i have been busy well sort of. I have been really busy lately with me starting school in august. Its going really great i have at least a "B" in all my classes and have an "A" in my Spanish which is 5 units, so thats really good. Everything is going well at home. I am still looking for a job, and my mom is too. Dad is working his rear off at work with the overtime doing 15hrs on some days. The little baby kitten I raised is now a huge "Tom-cat" and his name is CJ. Mom has 2 cats to. The first one is little TJ that came from our other cat Sissy, and the second one is Felix and I rescued him out of a tree in our from yard. Vickie has FINALY broken up with Austin that ****(several unaporprute words later) Whoopy, and now has a new boyfriend and they are hoping to rent a house up here in Hesteria instead of moving back down to Corona. So anyway she does have a job back at Thousand Pines Outdoor Science Camp as a cabin leader. Fred is doing well too. His Girlfriend is over in Alabama; shes in the Army and going to school to be part of EOD. He wants to go to annapolis, and is working very hard at school to try to get there. He almost has his Eagle Scout and only has a few more merit badges and his Eagle Project to do. We still have all of the dogs, Buster, Shorty, Speckles , and Rock Dog Queeny. Heres some pictures of the gang. Hope everyone is doing well out in Blogger land.

VICKIE

CJ

FRED AND ARIEL

FELIX AND TJ

QUEENYSHORTY

BUSTER

SPECKLES

Hey I must be really bored huh???

Its a Butterfly!
Its a tower!
Its a really cool cat!!!


So I was really bored one day and decided to play with my brothers magnetix and this is the end result. LOL I love them.

I Also just got a space at the computer desk!!!

Isn't it cool!!!

I just finished my Room!!!!!!

So I just finished my Room and wanted to share it with everyone! So Here it is!!!

Needing You......

I wish I could find my way out of this maze into where I belong, I have just been stuck inside too long and am ready to give up, but I will never stop, because you are there, and will always be there. But walking in circles becomes extremely frustrating and can do a number on the soul, god gave us mountans so we can learn how to climb but without you as my griphold i'd be lost forever.

LIFE SUCKS @$$!!!!!

Ok so here it is, I have no idea what to do. I hate my job to the point i don't want to go anymore. My dad says not to quit but i can't seem to do anything right when i am there, its so boring i fall asleep and then miss what they say and then mess up the call. well when i mess up a call, I get more strikes against me and I only get 3 because i am prbationary. I want to quit but my dad says no, because i haven't found a new job. I can't do the job anymore and just wanna quit tomorrow. I need some help, leave some segestions.

Everchanging Lives..........

Everchanging
http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=PQ-1F-JG400

This Is a song that I really like and reminds me of whats happening.

Everchanging- Rise Against


In the face of change
Is when she turned to me and said,
"I'm not sure anymore..."

And now, amidst the waves and the cloudless skies
that'd blanket the year before,
I watch my life wash ashore.

Have you ever been a part of something
That you thought would never end,
And then of course it did?
Have you ever felt the weight inside you,
Pulling away inside your skin,
And then something had to give?

Now the lines are drawn,
Is this feeling gone?
The best parts of this have come and gone.
And now there is all this is.
With the reasons clear,
We'll spend another year
Without direction, full of fear,
But now things will be different.

There's nothing simple when it comes to you and I,
There's always something in this everchanging life,
And there probably always will.
Now that time is getting harder to come by,
The same arguments are always on our mind.
We've killed this slowly fading light.

Now the lines are drawn,
Is this feeling gone?
The best parts of this have come and gone.
And now there is all this is.
With the reasons clear,
We'll spend another year
Without direction, full of fear,
But now things will be different.

Now something has kept me here too long
And you can't leave me
If I'm already gone.
That says that something
Has kept me here too long
And you can't leave me
If I'm already gone.

Now that we
Make the same mistakes, we're always hanging on.
Break those promises we're always leaning on.
All this time spent waking up.
I keep this line open to get this call from you
Speak the words
That keep me coming back to you.
Now this time it's all different.

Now something has kept me here too long
And now I'm gone...